desperation

By Ruthie Voth

some days
I’m grateful to you
for loving me.

apart from you
(I’m almost positive that)
no one would ever look at me
with desire,
humor my sense of novelty,
willingly wander down
the rabbit trail of words that
I bring to our late night talks.

only you would kiss me
in the car
in the parking lot
at the Motel 6
while we wait for the rain to slow
enough for the wipers to clear the glass…
then brave the wind and the mud
for two scoops of Baseball Nut
(which I feed to you as we drive
down forever roads)

not a super nova romance,
flaring brightly, gone in a moment,
we are a river… swirled together with strong currents
and dull, lazy stills…
lasting, long and long
and narrowing down
until one day
when I look up and realize that
it’s just lonely me
trickling
between two barren shores,
(they are) empty from the loss of you.

don’t leave me.

Deranged

By Jason Ropp

Man in straight jacket loosed
Stared strong at pathside daisy white,
Unaware of passing stranger
Dressed to business nines,
Who directly phoned police
Via hurried words through earpiece
Before plodding off,
Resuming pursuit of happiness.

Bookshop

By Jason Ropp

As I man my post —
Espresso bar in bookshop,
An old fellow with
Matching blue windbreaker
And Gilligan hat strolls
Hands gently behind back,
Admiring books, furniture,
And ventilation system.
Wide eyed in old age
As a child.

Fleeting

By Tamara Shoemaker

who takes care of my heart
afterward?

before, when your curls patterned the crib sheets,
and you shrieked
in the terrors of dark sleep,
i held you, a bundle in my arms,
rocking a gentle rhythm
to the sleepy sound of brahms.
before, when the sky’s gold
could not compete
with the brilliance of your smile,
your first A, the reward of your efforts.
before, when you brought him to the door,
his flowers clutched in nervous sweat.
i watched as you timidly
carved your name in his heart.

who takes care of my heart
afterward

as I stare at the empty bed,
the sheet spread in unfamiliar neatness,
a wrinkle-free reminder that you
will begin all over with someone else?

then it will be you who wrestles
with the mistress that is time,
and at last, it will be you who,
like me,
bows your head to her uncompromising pursuit.